humm... probably post more tmr... so busy now, studying bio n chem!
busy busy... wah, really very busy leh... going out on sunday i guess. onefullday! yay! ofcourse, with mr low's camera.
hey, he took the blu tack model of himself n mr tang away lah, i was like... i tot it was only for fun n display... then raymond will ask for it tmr. haha. also good lah, the teachers can xingshang in the staff room.
mr low's pose: seated on the side of the teacher's table with right hand on hip n left hand supported by visualiser.
during maths, i held up his model n he pose exactly the same! lols, too bad cant get a shot of the both of "them" together. laughs...
n mr tang... standing, holding the amaths book. right hand is raised towards a whiteboard. as usuall, one foot is lifted up...
wanted to make one for mr kang, but no time...
who next...
anyway, had sectionals today. wont elaborate , prehaps tmr...
oh, must return to the books, so there!
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11:38 PM
some ppl nid a mirror. not the kinds u use to check ur hair.i smiled, and it was reciporcated with disdain.are u willing to examine urself first? most probably no. n it never happens. i noe u r pissed, so m i.pls reserve some regard for humanity.do u really think u r that good? u think too highly of urself then.you dont give chances. u dont show understanding. where is ur understanding?as i m seeing it. as i m seeing it. i recognize that i m far from perfection.so r u. so dont think u can throw ur weight aroung n expect ppl to feel good about it.try giving the correct signals. try being inclusive. choir was damm tiring. n stressful today. u r tired, so m i.
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10:07 PM
ah, yes... i have just finished the darned essay on modern invention. i chose the tv. n... my mama's back! ok lah, my mother just came back from italy. n she bought me two exqusite die cast model cars. one blue audi n a silver porsche. lovely. i always like model cars.... they just get better n better from my first one when i was pri 1... haha , its been a long time. anyway, was so tired loh, yesterday. ate lunch at seoul garden after the nemation course. when they say 18++ dollars, they mean 26 dollars. but anyway, gorge loh. if we had more time it would have been better. must stuff more, we paid money leh! the food was good... n after that we went back to the library for more brainstorming!oooh, about the nemation... wah luckly we went for the course. cant stress more its importance. it really helped us recognize the direction we should take n basically, the abouts of nemation. really a saving grace. what did we do... well, it started early... the nemation ppl were full of energy n were very friendly. good, cause we r all I ppl. or at least got some I lah. bk n i r high I de loh. then noel n yuquan r both both I n R.we had it at the 3rd floor auditorium. have nvr been there though. nice place... i guess... we started the course proper, n had notes to guide us. lots learnt... sometimes i just feel so lazy to recapulate them. but i must! although not here lah, too ma fan le. just something to share... they told us the immense importance of the storyline. dun even think of the animation, it is the story that matters. nemation is but a medium to bring out ur stories. we thus nid a fantastic seed ideas, from which we can expand upon. to highlight the significance of the story:there is a saying "story is king"and "problems= to story"(, because human nature is kaypo one.)aniket is a problem, therefore aniket is king!lol, just kidding, ofcourse! the story shall rock.then we had consultation session. this was the turning point where we realised what we must do. we then went down to the children's section to discuss somemore, intending to see them after the whole consultation again. (kiasu mah) n we went up again, n had a lovely time. they were really hospitable n heard us. we chated a little, being the last group. i think we were the only group to stay back. hey hey hey... thats not the only reason they r going to remember us by... noel was seriously very funny lah, i guess we all noe how he bungles up perfectly to make ppl laugh in a way that everyone is comfortable with. he has that kind of bursting in to laughter energy that really drives all of us... loln then... they interviewed us... we were like unprepared... then in the end i said first. (this kind of thing can count on me... ok i'll give it a shot...) so i opened my mouth and out came the words they were anticipating. i guess they were finding things to put it on the internet for publicity. cool. then after that, i guess we all opened up n said y we were joining this n so on. ya, it was unexpected mah. well this course really helped me to recognize my position n understand the what i can do to help... seriously, i feel that i can at criticise accurately. i critise de was generally spot on. then i diden say anything, ppl also thought likewise. in that case, hope to be able to help by giving constructive feedback that is accurate. as for seeking inspiration... havent ppl been trying to do that since antiquity? i guess it is generally simple. just like sometimes u dun seek trouble, but u kenna trouble. i guess it is because u behave in a fashion that makes u more susceptible to trouble, n u may not even know it. likewise, we dont have to try so hard to find inspiration. we should just keep our minds open and be observant, all in a relaxed mood. behaving as such would allow inspiration to be able to better penetrate us i guess. trust me, i tio ling gan very often one. hahas then we ate dinner at 201 mac. got high n laughed a lot. erm wad can i say... we were made for laughter i guess! laughter is additive. laughter is easy to fascillate after a hard day. after that, they were talking about their pri sch... n feel abit left out, i m like hey, onli i n maran n marriane from park view lah! not fair! lol. then took the bus home loh. walk through the dark street at night quite ling gan. it was a cool nite too, ah the breeze... then a new no. 3 came. the new bus rocks, just that probably will have to stand, less chairs. ah... what a days...( yesterday n today). generally happy, ocassionally emo, but alas, brace ourselves for another week of tests ahead of us. oh man, n we have to perform for the wu han ppl tmr, or should i say, later on the assembly. hai... welcome to singapore bah!ok thats about it. wah what a long post. time to sleep. goodnite everyone :)
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12:26 AM
yesterday too tired to do anything.
still got a hangover when i woke up.
i mean, offcourse lah, i slept at 3 last night mah. watch sat night movies...
just saw my mother off at the airport yesterday nite. she going to italy for conference.
as usual, we were in a big rush. cant even eat the dessert at fei chui, must dabao. hai...
n u noe the watercoolers at the airport... we were waiting for my mom n ah mah outside the toliets, so my father n i took a closer look at the signs... got one 飲用水, and one 食用水... so we were comtemplating y got 2 diff versions, when the meaning is similar. could it b politics, differing language structure or whatever...
n suddenly a auntie cleaner walk up to us n said ,''er
this one is automatic one." then she wave her hands to show us how it worked.
i was like... duh, i noe!! what did she think we were, unintelligent folkes!?
here we are, trying to discuss the nature of the signs, n she thought we were at a loss at operating it. hai... but i m grateful for her gd intentions. then my ah mah walked out n said,'' eh, jerry, ni can wei shen me you liang ge bu tong de..."
LOL!
but before that, we had "study group' at deanne's condo. actually play lah, first it was trying to divert calls to macdonalds, then dian eachother with her electrical messager, then prank calls to ppl. if anyone thought any teacher wanted the ss seq tmr, we'll noe why.
hai, the study group needs reorganisation! we cant waste time like that anymore.
but time is still on our side.(hey... time can take sides de loh. thats y it will become one of our enemy if we do not know how to wisely use it!)
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4:38 PM
ah... life can b tiring.
it is interesting how we can allow others to manupliate us so easily. y should others b dictating our happiness?
it steams from ourselves bah. we allowed it to happen.
anyway, had the disc profiling today. i m a I! ya lah, most ppl also. sometimes u just cant tell a person from his behaviour lah... some results were quite unexpected.
I ppl... r high ppl bah.
our class has too many I ppl... is that the case...
it makes things hard.
imagine all the zi high ppl trying to get their act together without any Dominearing gudience or S or C ppl's restraint. seriously we nid a balance.
thats y sometimes, it is just so hard to settle upon somethings... hai.
i very adaptable one lah... when i m intimidated, i will turn S or C.
I ppl nid other I ppl to high together mah... the more the merrier, literaly.
n one thing would be that some D ppl r just so overbearing n think damm highly of themselves, like they must put others out of the limelight than can one. always never give chance. just a very minute %tage though, most of them r very pleasurable to work with.
ah... besides that, today's workshop quite waste time... sec 1 done before loh... building towers.
n then tmr got bio evening class!
then fri got cca. this week is a gonner.
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11:26 PM
ah... did some suanning just now...
after choir we went to the gents. i was tucking in my shirt, so shiu heng was like:"
ai yah, that jerry so long, took 1 hour in the toilet."
then he steped in with the intention of suanning, and said,"
hey, y u take 1 hour one ah?"
then i, in pretended sheepiness, said,"
oh issit? u must have walked into a worm hole."
"oops, i must have been too careless," was his reply. i dun noe why he gave that reply which lead to me reciporcating:
"
yes. so next time, open ur eyes bigger. then u wont fall into worm holes." i concluded, eyebrows raised, obviously pleased with myself for the ultimate suan attack which rendered him devoid of speech.
nevermind, went home n met edmund on the bus, so we talked all the way back. having tuition at 7:30, damm.
oh, so busy. still got to research on the NE.mation thing. lets see how far we can go, us ambitious ppl.
and ofcorse, being ambitious is one thing, making a fool of urself is another.
cheers
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6:06 PM
humm not late. commendable feat. dis morning; cool morning. lovely breeze! almostlate ppl then can enjoy at the bball court...lol
school was ok... the learnin journey.
so tired. went to the old n new high courts today. quite cool. rubber floors. the new one damm futuristic, n the old one ok lah. got aircon can liao. as expected, the usual ppl would b high on the back of the bus... just like when we went to malaysia. ok lah, may b not so high... it was only a short ride. hai... but i dun for see any of us would b lawyers anyway.
then... randomness! i love it! helped to film noel n yuquan's little movie... at the war monument. nice wait for the bus. on the way back... wad to do... at the back again.
so tired. so tired. so tired... of alot of things... but i m intrigued by the little game we r playing. good luck everyone.
(yes... no hw today)
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10:44 PM
(scilence)
knowing the truth may hurt
ignorance is false bliss, isnt it
knowing u
do not know the truth is unnerving
not knowing u
do not know the truth is sad
knowing u
know the truth gives contentment
not knowing u
know the truth is to be distant.
most of all, knowing that ppl make us go through all 6 conditions inevitibly eventually is to experience
lonelyness.this
lonelyness is vast...
consuming...
inviting...
GPS-less...
slip into the darkness of deliberation, indulge in it. be the best player...
..getting lost eventually.
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12:53 AM
dis morning, woke up, went church. then went back home to change n go to toa payoh. last min i sms some ppl i tot would b intrested to go with me, but in the end only got raymond. nvm, so we took 53 to bishan then mrt down to TPY hub. wasnt hard to sopt the metsmorphosis team... they were wearing bright yellow. so me n raymond just hung aroung n see see. i think they were doing quite well. may win. jiayous! cause they still got to make n deliver orders in time. it was abit boring, so i wanted to go airport to eat. dunno y, just suddenly wanted to. the rest were not keen to join us, so, it was another long bus ride back to T3 mac donalds. chit chat on the way. lots to talk about... jalan jalan a while... but nothing much anyway, so we went home. 53 again. hai!
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11:32 PM
ok... entrupruner club is going to toa payoh tmr... or probably later on. n i shall b kaypoing, just for a short while. another excuse to go out. wanna see wad thery're up to. hey... after all i helped to do a poster! anyway, i seriously havent done a much work, not even read the texbook. so far, amaths test was good, n i dun even know if the emaths test was called for. (check classforum) like almost everyone got 100%. n the chem test!! i got like 11 sia. but thets quite ok for me, i still have not read the chapter on salts.
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